I SupposeI see the look in your eyes
And I flutter.
I see your amazing smile
And I lose my breath.
I hear what you say,
And I blush.
What you do could be interpreted as flirting
Or simply friendship.
So I sit here,
And I still can't believe that I don't know.
Don't know what you feel
But at least I've accepted what I feel.
I suppose I love you
But I shouldn't.
And I don't want to -
Because it's not who I am.
I'm not one to fall hard,
And throw common sense out the window.
And my logic
Contradict around you.
But I can't stop.
And I still flutter,
I still gasp for breath,
And I still blush.
Your Own DemiseI'm sorry that it's your own fault.
You had to choose them over me,
Someone who's loved you like a sister,
No matter what.
I wouldn't have forced you into that situation.
I was happy,
Now I'm sad.
You've turned the wrong way
I like to believe I could have stopped you.
But maybe that's giving myself too much credit.
I like to believe it would've been the same
The same as before
That it was them who changed you.
Maybe our friendship was doomed from the beginning.
Why don't you answer my messages?
That call out to you?
My path isn't a yellow-brick road,
But it's better than the one you're on,
And it misses you too.
Maybe, if we were still friends,
I could have stopped you.
Stopped you from causing
Your own demise.
Come Here, Gluttony, DearAs I yawn crumbs fall down my chest.
Stroking my already disgusting shirt,
Grease from my hands are transferred.
Still mucky, I move onto my pants,
Realizing they're stained already.
I reach out again,
Tongue caressing my lips.
They taste like what I crave.
I move slowly,
Oh, so slowly!
Finally the goods reach my lips.
I reach out again.
It seems my love has burdened me,
Causing me to not move so fast.
And torturing me.
Please, just a few more bites.
Next To Die pt. 3I was high in the sky when I could see again. Looking down, I saw Kyle hugging my lifeless body, his head entangled in my white hair. A remembered what he said, how he used to keep me warm. He was right. When I first came to the elemental institute, I was scared and cold almost every night, and he would hold me, as I feel asleep. At the cabin, lying in a sleeping bag next to William, he kept me warm. Then, I was shocked back to the present, watching Kyle stab himself, and then his life passed too. When the green eyes lost their life, I cried again. But my sorrow was short lived; eventually my mind was thrown back, into the past, back to the first day.
Back in the cabin, I saw Kyle, holding my hand. I was staring dreamingly at William at that moment, while Kyle was doing the talking. Time skipped to that night, where I slept on the second floor. My body was curled up, and I was sound asleep. Kyle, on the other hand, was staring up at me, sorrow in his eyes. More flashes, and I saw Willi