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Stop.I don't want your friendship anymore.
If you're going to say such a thing
Then why should I even bother.
So pack your bags,
And get out of my mind,
Out of my heart,
And out of my soul.
I'm sick of that stuff.
The ridiculous sentences,
And the heartless comments
That you've thrown at me-
The torment you've caused.
I would have never thought
That you'd do such a thing.
Has become your main focal point.
Leave my premises.
Though your miles away,
You pop up every now and then.
RikuRoku100TC BreakingTheRulesSwinging my feet atop a tan building, I squinted into the sun. Tonight was not the night to go to Sunset Tower. I sighed as I craved the taste of sea salt ice cream, a feeling that told me I've had a few too many in my time. My heart felt heavy in my chest as I remembered a certain red head, one with piercing green eyes and a fiery attitude.
"Alone?" called a mystic voice from behind me.
"Huh? Oh. Yeah," I responded, turning to find a silver haired boy, just a year older than me.
He jumped down onto the ledge next to me, as we looked out across the small town square. Twilight Town never really was that busy.
"What's he like?" I asked, leaning in on my knees.
"Sora? Well, he's really optimistic and kind, and cherishes the little things. You would instantly like him," he told me, truth ringing throughout his voice.
I stayed silent as I thought. There was this boy out there, one that I had come from. It was a strange concept to wrap my mind around.
"What about Axel?" His question shook me
AkuRoku - Broken Pieces -100TCPulling my hand back sharply, I looked down at the wound, gushing, spurting. The broken pieces of glass fell down to the floor, shattered and unattached.
Why! I shouted in my head. Why does this happen to me? My questions were all unanswered. They lay open, facing me, mocking me even, staying unanswered throughout my longest nights and shortest days. My tired eyes tried to comprehend what has happening, as I slowly took out the pieces encased in my flesh.
Was it just a matter of time? Was our relationship a ticking time bomb, pressing on the date to explode?
The love was there now, I could tell. But no matter the fact, I could not tell anyone. Instead, I was stuck reeling my thoughts in my head, over and over, until I finally got sick of them and moved on to the same subject in a different sentence.
No matter how I put it, I loved Axel.
Letting out another raged growl, I sent my fist into the other window, adjacent to the first. "Damn it," I said, under my breath. This wa
Given UpWhy am I even here anymore?
My face feels drained of emotions,
Silent and unsure.
I laugh dryly at my attempts
I guess there is no hope any more
What done is done,
My eyes feel like they've run out of tears
But they didn't even spare one to begin with.
My head is cramped with questions
But somehow, I've pushed them back
So I do not have to deal with them
I realize now my attempts are worthless.
Silly little wishes that amount to less than nothing,
Why did I try?
Why did I bother?
I am a minority
Trying to fight those with power.
That era is dead.
The one where we believed
That anything we wanted
Drained of emotions.
I've given up.
Nothing I WantI want to cry but nothing's coming
I want to bleed but nothing's breaking
I want to fall but nothing's pulling
I want to die but nothing's moving
I want to understand but nothing's reading
I want to move on but nothing's beating
I want to undo but nothing's available
I want to redo but nothing's acceptable.
Should I just try? I don't know
Or maybe so.
I could do it again
Would it be better?
Would it even matter?
Would I even get as far as the first sentence?
The emotions I had felt
Can I repeat them?
Can I release them?
Can I rewrite them?
I don't think it's possible
So I sit here.
Unable to do anything
Anything I want
I'm not even too sure what I did wrong.
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